madness!

can't believe it! still 66.

holy shit i almost have hope

i'm on track... but i need to loose another kilo by the evening of the 15th... that's less than two days away. shit. balls. going to have to be strict. let's say: 1/8m for breakfast. cucumber and tomato for lunch. 2 ricecakes for dinner. gnnnn. gonna be horrible. also need to cut back on the coffee. max 3 cups/2? shit. gonna have to take it as it comes, i need to still be able to work... not sure if more food, more sleep, or more caffeine is the answer to that (oh ja, i forgot to say i've been waking up earlier and earlier - and we all know why - on friday it was 4:20am... not conducive to working until 5/6pm, afterwhich i'm supposed to work more at home). but, i believe, if i work hard on campus, i should be able to rest when i get home, but i think this means i need to stay until 6:30pm on campus... so then i can be home by 7, eat, watch the news (journ nerd) and fuck about online/socially whatever (oh my gawd i wish a was literally fucking about socially... i miss sex : ( ) and then hit the hay in a big way (that has a nice ring to it)... okay so that's the plan... dunno whether i can stick to it but here goes.

*ra ra ooh lalaaaa*