breakfast, lunch and dinner (i promise! just keep drinking water and smoking!):
1 cup cafeteria coffee + 2 cups roast vegetables with feta cheese and a little bit of sweet chilli sauce. no more!
(almost ate chocoate, looked at it and thought 'you know that if you do this you're going to have to purge
feeling really disgusting; 'too thin' for most ofmy wardrobe but fat and disgusting nonetheless. i just look like shit today. skin is porey. makeup just won't look good. couldn't find a frikkin thing to wear this morning. gawd. can't win *sigh*
things i observed normals eating today, oh the puzzlement, watermelon pieces + a tuna mayo roll + a bag of fritos + a normal coke (ohmygod! what are you dying! that is a binge in my books. hell a normal coke is a binge in my books!) other person; carrot muffin (a muffin! are you cracked! butter(lard) white flour (refined carbs) saturated with sugar. omg.) and, of course, they are skinny, wtf. *sigh*
... and apparently blake lively is in town. how bizarre. i mean; gossip girl has just got retarded, but still, *swoon* what a completely gorgeous girl!
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