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not an ideal day. not sure of my weight as i can't be bothered to undress. was just watching clips of Portia de Rossi on Oprah, talking about Unbearable Lightness, God, she is amazing, and she just seems so utterly lovely. I bet her and Ellen are so happy. Damn ;)

So; what I ate today.
3 cups of coffee (probs 60 cal in total)
two rice cakes with hummus, tuna, cucumber, tomato *very partial purge*
massive slice of cheese cake *purge*
... then disaster, went to bex's; and they were all eating supper! shit shit shit. horrible. bacon pasta. can you imagine. meatgreasecarbsdisgust. ... so i had;
two glasses of fruit juice (and that's like 200 fucking calories! fuck you woolworths!)
and like 8 easter eggs *partial purge* gelatinsugardisgust
fuckfuckfuckihatefood
and i have breakfast with the family tomorrow morning. ai. don't freak out. just eat something. gawd.
why did my father have to make cheesecake. gaaaaaahhh!

So beautiful. How can anyone think that love is wrong?
I really hope that everything works out for them :)
I'm sure it will :)