second chances

Aren't they beautiful?

Sure - I've been having a rough time.
But today was the first time - since the 18th of January (the day of her diagnosis) -
that I didn't binge, and didn't purge.
I also realise that - despite the pangs it causes my little heart - that I am
so lucky
so so lucky
to have passed my exams
and to be in the same class as
TBB
'that beautiful boy'
and I want to feel free
be proud of me
and continue to be his friend
and live in hope
being grateful
and working toward being better
being TBG
'that beautiful girl'
; )