because i'm committed to being honest...

more amazing Felice
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because i'm committed to being honest here
every moment of every day
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i binged again
the thing is; there is no such thing as
'a little out of control eating'
you are either in control or out
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so i thought i'd just have a little soy protein
cue binge: protein-tuna-feta-balsamic-tomato-provita-
yoghurt-brownie-brownie-milk-muesli: purge
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water and cigarettes
that's what i need
i need to be small
being small makes me happy
i need to be small
water and cigarettes
try and remind yourself
that once you've said no more
it really must be no more
because you are never off that slippery slope
and if you give an inch
in the state that you're in
you will automatically slide a mile
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50kgs
i want to be 50kgs
i need it
and only i can give myself that gift
so be strong
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water and cigarettes
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be strong
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love
x