So, I need to be back here: I have an impending highschool reunion (the horror, so unbecoming) and if i don't look hot!!! heaven help us all. My self-loathing has dissipated somewhat. which is extremely unhelpful when it comes to analand. all i can say is; i'm recommitting. and this is the space in which i will do it. and by it i mean; lose a fuckload of weight. So, yes, I'm back *beats self over head* and i'm going to *nnnnnggggggggggg* record my intake everyday. every-frikkin-day *wallops self again*
i must must must get back into the place of true restriction. the hungry days. a recipe for losing. so tomorrow it begins, afresh, anew, but most importantly: again. stronger. better. going harder than before *oh god*
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