day four (good) & day five (bad)

work work so much work
wrong answers all over the place
all over my face
trying to be chilled about TBB but THEY won't let me
"feelings"
what feelings?
feeling like shit
so I'd rather act like I don't care
(((because I know I'm not good enough. I know. I know. I know.)))
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thursday
3 or 4 coffees
small whole-wheat tuna mayo roll
2 samoosas (stupid)
tequila, vodka, diet coke, tequila, vodka, diet coke
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friday
americano
giant savoury muffin
yoghurt covered almonds and cashews
coffees
prawn curry roti
wasabi peanuts
BAD
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sort out your fucking shit woman(((because you care. you care. you care.)))
and you're a liar-liar-liar