Once more with feeling

So I'm back at school and the weight isn't exactly cleaving from my bones the way i had hoped. That's because I wake in the morning (feeling like P. Diddy. ... hmmm?) and I don't eat... and then I go to school and I [smoke.smoke.smoke] don't eat. And then i come home and i have a little (ridiculous extravaganza of a) food fiesta. This has to stop. But how (i ask myself). You just stop. Because it's what has to be done.